idk

i just want all my friends back, i’m so lonely and now that my nans dead i’m all alone, she saves my life, she was the reason i didn’t kill myself. my previous best friend moved away to cornwall and hasn’t spoke to me since and now my current best friend won’t talk to me and she’s moving to liverpool… none of my other friends will talk to me either, all i do now is cry and sleep over and over, it’s like a constant headache, i just wish people liked me more… and don’t start with my crush, i really want to ask him out because i feel like we would actually kinda work out together but i’m so scared because i’m going through grieving of my nan and i’m in so much emotional pain from everything else that if he rejected me it would push me over the edge… he’s called me cute and princess and all that stuff before but now he just won’t talk to me and i just want him to hurry up and ask me out already, i’ve liked him for 2+ years now, it’s hard keeping these things to yourself for so long… he’s in the year above but i don’t know why that seems to be such a problem… we’re both 15…. i just wish he would ask me out already.

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Taylor Other October 24, 2021 at 11:36 am 0 0